jiwaku :P

hoh0ho , smlam ak ase ari yg pling indah dlam idop ak . bes je kua smlam . even ade gak gado2 . tp ak ase hepy je . ak smpi2 mid , die ta smpai ag . sbbnye anak buah die tetibe asma , die kne anta g spital dlu . ak ase bngang je . tp na tanak kne laa fham . lam kol 3 lbh mncul laa die . huhu . mjur ira ade time 2 , lpak2 nan fatin yg sweet n bising gle . haha . die smpai2 je trus ak ajak g mkan . ak lom mkn lg . tp b4 tuh , ktowg g solat dlu . da mkan n mnum , pet suh ak tman die g bratur bi tket wyg . haha . ak ok je . mijie cm ta bg je , die suh pet g sndiri . cian lak kat pet . last2 ak ckap , bia ak tman pet . die pn snyap n suh abeskan air dlu . ak mnum pas2 ak ajak pet trus . haha . besh woo . mule2 ktowg g tndas , ak lame gle kat tndas . rmai org . pet da lame siap , pas2 ak kua then ktowg trus g wyg . brtur . dlm 10 mnit , mijie n iwe smpai . muke die da len sbb ktowg still brtur kat brisan blkang . lom msuk pn line 2 . haha . die dtg trus die tye pet , " jujur ko g mne nan syu , ak ase lame da kowg g . tp bru smpi cnie? " pet diam n miji pndg ak . ak lg blur . last2 pet ckap g tndas . mijie tgk ak gn muke bngang n blaa gan iwe . ak isaw gile . ak ta g pn kat die . last2 bile da smpai , pet pn beli tket cite the karate kid . kbtulan , ktowg yg last . ad lg 4 sit . tp ak nan mijie kat blkang ckit , pet n iwe blah plig dpan . wakakaa . cian gile . saba je pet 2 . ak respek skap die sbnanye . :) . n ape yg ak epy arinie , iwe klaka gile . skg bru ak taw prgai sbnar die . klaka gile kot . haha . die bru blik keje taw . die slambe pkai sua track pas2 ksut polis n bju kje die . ak sgan gile . mjur bkn pawe ak pkai cm 2 . hahaah . iwe2 , sjujurnye , ko pghibur ktowg , kate2 n memek muke ko je da wat ktowg glak . mekasih . mse dlam wyg , ak da setel kes ak nan pet kat miji , die pon da maafkan , elok je die maafkan . hanis lak dok mcol2 , anta mcg . ak reply laa . die anta lg , ak reply ag . miji rmpas hp , die kate ak tpu die sbb ltak name hanis . apetah , da mmg name bdk 2 hanis . takan ak na ltak name len . die ckp ak slambe je blas msg laki len lam wyg dpan mate die . ak ase pn ak slah . die wat dek je . pas2 mse da na abes cite , mcik lak col . ak borak2 nan mcik jap . pas2 ak wat bdoh je kat miji , sengal gle ase . sala ak , ak lak na tacing . law miji 2 jnis ta saba , ak ase da lame die tggl ak . hmm . kua2 je ak ckap nan die ak na g tndas . pas2 ak kua tndas dowg dtg kat ak . elok je dowg dtg , ak ckap cmni " dala, kowg g laa blik , blik2 " miji pndang ak pas2 trus die bla . haha . ak sala ckap ke ek? wakakaka . die bla , ak pon blaa , tggu tren . ak ase skit at tol nan die , da 2 kali die bla mcm 2 je . lam ktm kat kl sentral die anta mcg gune no bdk suh ak col , ak col stgah jam pas 2 . ak ngat die na mara ke ape ke . upenye die tye ak cmne , blik nan spe , die mtak maaf sbb slah fham . ak diam je ta ckap ape . last2 kdit ak abes , die col gune no spe tah . borak2 . ak ckap ak na ptus gan die . die tdiam , pas2 die ckap pasni die takan wat cm 2 da , bialaa ak kantoi dpan mate die pn , klu ak da brni ckap sal ptus , die rase cm ak da ta prlukn die . slme nie law die sala , ak ta penah cite sal ptus . smlam ak skit at sgt . ak ckap je . bile ak wat cm 2 bru ak taw yg ak msih lg dhargai . bru ak taw yg die syg kat ak n tnak hilang ak . law ta , ak susa na dgar die ckap die tkut hilang ak . mlam td smua tjawab . bhgia je rase . btw, time ksih dear , knal awk anugerah terhebat pnah y ade dlam idop sy . sy syg awk even ape pn org ckap sal rupe n fizikal awk . smua 2 ta pnting, ape yg sy na , ati awk . :) . tens dear mizi sbb smpurnakan idop sy dgan gelak tawa awk . time ksih sbb sntiase wat sy ktawe dgn prgai n kate2 awk . sy hrgai smua 2 . :) 13/6/2010 ari pling bes .

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Kau dan daku sudah tiada
Keserasian di jiwa
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Tak perlulah kita mencuba lagi
Betulkan kesilapan perhubungan ini
Bila setiap perbincangan
Menjadi perbalahan
Manakah agaknya cinta kasih

Chorus
Embun pun takkan mampu menyubur sekuntum
Bunga yang layu pada musim luruh
Yang dulunya mekar di sinar suria
Bila sudah kering pasti akan gugur

Seperti cinta kita yang jelas ternyata
Semakin lama oh semakin rekah
Menimbulkan tanya apa mungkin kita
Temu kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan

Usah titis air mata kau tangiskan
Ku dah cukup menampung selautan
Begitu lama ku pendam
Tapi hanya berdiam
Kerna cuba menafi realiti

" kowg mesti taw spe nyanyi lgu nie kan ?? haha , ase cm jtuh cnta lak ble tgk SHAHIR nie . dgn sfat yg die ade , die bjye trik rmai pmnat . huhu , ak doakan die trus sukses dlam industri uzik tnh air . "

Mum, I just wanted you to know of my appreciation,
for all the years of love and care,
your time and dedication.

I have so much to thank you for,
love and kindness to repay,
and I hope this little book conveys all the things I want to say.

Every Mum is special
of that there is no doubt,
but you are the very best
– that’s what I want to shout!

You have so many qualities
you’re practical and smart,
but best of all I think is that
you have the biggest heart.

Thanks for the sacrifices you’ve made,
for your selfless
devotion and care
for the endless patience you’ve had and for always being there.

Growing up isn’t easy
but I hope you’ve always known,
how much I really love you
even if it hasn’t shown

As a child when there were times that I felt afraid,
you would always be there
and come straight to my aid.

Having a Mum like you around
to encourage and reassure,
made me feel like I was safe, protected and secure.

You get me a good example
steadfast, loyal and strong,
and taught me the difference
between what’s right
and what’s wrong.

You gave the confidence
that every young person needs,
to leave the nest,
explore the world,
and follow
where life leads.

Mum, I know I have many faults
just like all the rest,
and yet you always make me feel
I’m up there with the best.

Even when I do something
that would make others frown,
you keep your sense of humour
and you never put me down.

You have always made me feel
like I’m top of your agenda,
and the love you’re given me
has always been so tender.

You tell me I’m so special
no matter what I do.
I know I’m so very lucky
to have a Mum like you.

Whenever things don’t go as planned
you’ve always encouraged me,
to simply try and try again
to be the best that I can be.

Whatever problems I have had
you have helped me steer,
out of my deep waters and into the clear.

I’m so happy to have a Mum
I can talk to when I’m blue,
and life would not be half as nice
if I did not have you.

Some people are special
but you, Mum, are unique,
and you can always cheer me up,
when things are looking bleak.

You’ve raised my spirits often
when I have felt depressed,
supported and encourage me
when life has got me stressed.

You’re cheerful,
wise and positive,
your heart is never faint,
you’re reliable
and dependable
and as patient as a saint.

I’m so grateful that I have a Mum who understands,
who is always there to help me
to realize my plans.

Mum, I think you really are
worth your weight in gold.
Your humour and your wisdom
are a wonder to behold.

You look on the bright side
whenever things get rough,
and incredibly supportive
when life seems so tough.

You’re such a special person
with qualities so rare,
compassion, understanding,
and a warmth beyond compare.

You’re always been someone
on whom I can depend,
but as well as being a brilliant Mum
you’ve also been my friend.

All the happy times we’ve had
are moments that I treasure,
and the love I feel inside for you
is impossible to measure.

Mum, I want to return to you
all the kindness you have shown,
as you’re the nicest person
I have ever known.

You’re full of optimism,
generosity and grace,
and if everyone had a Mum like you
the world would be a happier place.

I will aways cherish
the special bond we share,
and even when we are apart
we know it’s always be there.

I’m so proud of the fact that you are my mother,
and whatever life may have in store
I’d never swap you for another.

In return for all your love
which I hold so dear,
I want you to know
that for you, Mum,
I’ll always be here.

I want you to remember, Mum,
wherever you go
and whatever you do,
wherever life may take us
I’ll always love you.

I Love You Mum,
Pn Saedah Saidin